Sad or Happy for 4 mths Maternity Leave?!

I do not know if I should be happy or to be sad for 4 mths maternity leave. I mean who would not be happy to be able to get salary and dun have to work. But being able to take maternaity leave, means that you have a baby and it means that you are not really able to enjoy life also.... :(

On the other hand, I am feeling sad as I am currently looking for a new job and most jobs interview that I have been to, the interviewers are very concerned if I am planning to have kids or not.

So how? Dun work, no money to raise babies.... dun give birth now, after a few years it may be difficult to have kids liao... how? What should I do?